Hmmm, here is the "long" & "short" of it all...
I'm a Dominant, Java-holic, crass, straight-forward, ambitious, loyal, determined, sarcastic, artistic, enigmatic, cynical, yet ever loyal to anyone who gives me the equality of respect. I find that not many people I know want my opinion on things.
I'm intolerant of indivuals that lack the intelligence to even make an attempt to be non-dramatic and immature. I fully admit upon being biast aganist ignorant and childish indivuals. I don't get paid enough to care about your woo's and woe's of life. Be selfish, please do, keep it for yourself.
Only one thing in life I ever ask of those who choose to get to know me, do not ever disrespect my family and closest friends. I tend not to be a very nice person.
I don't care for conformity...indivuality is a fine and rare quality within a human being. If you constantly try not be yourself and someone else, the end result is quite hideous and ugly and creates a distasteful outlook about you. Never proclaim to anything you do not know; especially when you cannot prove the "stated facts" about yourself.
Music
Anything Dark, Hardcore, Sinister, Evil, Making Your Ears Bleed, & Just Downright Disgusting.
Movies
Anything That Would Make People Cringe, Scream In Terror, Suspensful Anticipation, & Yet, Time To Laugh At Certain Situations.
TV
The ones I do enjoy are usually on DVD's. (TV Collections)
Books
I Enjoy Reading Books By Brite, Lovecraft, Wurtzel, Comic Books & A Few Other Things.
Likes
Intelligent beings, indivuals with a non-conformist attitude, open mindedness, researching and finding out what's is out there in the world - since I am learning every single day of my life.
Dislikes
Stupidity, arrogance, racisim, religious intolerance, self-righteous people, idiotic indivuals that feel the need to feel they are better and higher than others in life.
Hobbies
Graphic & Web Design, Catwoman Fanatic, Comic Book Collecting, Sketching, Photography, Website Admin, Programming (VB language, C++, ... , HTML, POST/PHP NUKE, XML & Highly Interested In Delphi), Java drinking, Cranberry-Vodka loving, Jamming to Metal/Industrial/Techno-Trance/Gothic Music, playing Halo (and other video games) until 2 am on a work day ...ha, and just plain out pointing out the Mishaps of Life, and showing the True Soul of the Human Being.
Interests: Computer Art & Design, Bettie Page Fan-ism/Collecting, Anime, Comic Book Collecting, Video Games, Horror Genres, Writing, Music (Currently Learning How To Play The Bass Guitar), Buddist/Zen/Taoism Studies, Druidist Research/Life Studies, Piercings, Tattoos, Languages, Geneology Research, BDSM Research/Related Studies, Leather, Corsets, Erotica, Boots, Dominance Within Life Itself, Sketching, Movies (Mainly Horror & Comedy), Being Complex, And Lots Of Lovely Things In Life.
Vices
Coffee, Sketching/Anime Drawing, Writing, Etc.
Virtues
Languages Spoken: English, Korean, Gaelic, Some French, Some Spanish, Some Japanese.
Programming/Design Languages: PHP/Post Nuke, XML, ... , HTML, CSS, ASP, NET, Visual Basics, TCP/IP, DCHIP, DSL Tech Support, DoS, and More.
Art/Writing: Drawing Anime, Painting, Writing Screenplays, Writing Short Stories
Video Games: Dead Rising, Halo Series, Resident Evil
Heroes
My Daughter, my Parents, my Matron and Patron Deities.
Thursday, January 24, 2008, 08:18 PM EST [General]
(*Previous blog post from this morning...the day went splendid, so I am on my way!)
Greets folks on this blustery and very frigid morning here in Indianapolis...
I'm
up, and slowly getting ready for my return to work today. I certainly
hope I don't become forgetful of what I do there...that would utterly
suck...lol
I
have been getting better bit by bit, my mobility has been upped even
more so. It's amazing how one small surgery can knock you out on your
feet for a good two weeks, and then your body starts to only gradually become healed.
Currently,
we are preparing for our daughter's birthday (birthday's this Monday,
going to have a party for her on this Sunday) and will be having it at
a local pizza place here. It's amazing how time does fly by...it feels
like it was only yesterday we were seeing her off to her first day of
preschool, donned in her huge backpack nearly twice her size, and now
going to be 11 years old. Yeah, okay, shut up, it does bring a tear to
my eye.
I
must take my leave now, folks, and have a shower and book on out of
here...at least, I only have to work two days this week lol, and rest
over the weekend.
And a side note, the liability forms were
finally accomplished. B and I went straight away to the rental office
(due to other bullshit things happening on the wayside like my fall,
surgery, etc. prevented us to go). He didn't appear overly happy
(which I pat myself on the back for not verbally tearing into his
psyche and creating the reality that he truly isn't a man of principle
but a man of stupidity), but got the job done regardless. So another
triumphant feat accomplished!
Thursday, January 17, 2008, 09:15 AM EST [General]
I'm only on for a short bit but however I am healing slowly from my gall bladder from last Thursday. It was a simple procedure, but the healing process has been pure Hell.
I will try to be on time to time (if body will allow it).
Thursday, October 18, 2007, 10:22 PM EST [General]
The whispers are becoming more and more apparant into the winds. I am
listening and observing from afar. I am enjoying the gusts of wind and
shaking of the trees sending their messages along. I was sitting
outside and just was in tremendous amount of awe over the powers of
Mother Nature. I sat and the gusts blew through my hair and I loved
every minute of it...
Why seem so nostalgic all of a
sudden? Autumn has arrived in full force, and I am fully prepared for
it. Autumn is my season; my focal point of power. Many things are to
be "coming alive" for me during this time of year.
So, here
I sit and contemplate over the forthcoming events that will be as it
approaches Samhain. I have considered a small gathering in my home and
invite some close friends of mine to participate. This will not only
be a learning experience but a very fun one as well. These people I
consider my family and I do hope they can participate.
My
designing has come into full force as of late, as well...so that is
keeping me busy. I am hoping to finish up on a few more other projects
on hand and distribute them all out accordinly.
Things at
home have been fantastic, getting things settled down and having the
family whole and complete is just a wonderful feeling. Still, however,
the lingering "nastys" that lay about trying to cause havoc has
thrusted me into a protective mode. I have been placing extra
protection all around my home and family...I certainly do hope things
will die down and disipate.
I think I am ready to have a new
familiar in my life...I think...as I stress that. I miss having a
whiskered face poking their little face at me and show how much they
have missed me and love me...we shall see where that will lead.
That's about it, folks...I think I will sit outside again and soak up the storm. :)
Wednesday, September 19, 2007, 09:34 PM EST [General]
We finally placed the call to the vets office on Saturday to pick up our boy, Frodo...
How was I doing? Doing good, looking around the office (hadn't been to this vet office before), had some free coffee and was highly impressed even by the mere presence of the staff. B was handed the package that held our "son"...then suddenly in a whirlwind it hit me... We went outside and I broke down. I don't mean just a simple crying spell, I mean literally broke down outside the vet office and kept crying like I hadn't done before in my life (except mind you the times my father became ill, the passing of my uncle and my mother-in-law (previous marriage) around Christmas time). Tears of just pure sorrow was pouring down my face and I had finally realized he was really gone. I truly am not sure at this point, even having it proven due to my reactions, I am truly and completely ready for another feline familiar. Hate to state it, but, no feline can replace Bilbo...let alone Frodo. I allowed myself to open up to Bilbo...and he passed away. That crushed me. I wasn't able to be here for him. Then Frodo passes away and I felt that lifetime opportunity was ripped away from me due to having to reopen myself to another animal such as this and now he's been taken from me. I am ultimately not an emotional person when it comes to feelings, etc. But, it does take even such as a family pet to really thwart me into an emotional state. I look at his picture on my refrigerator door and I am already tearing up. I miss him so much, folks, it pains me, and I have found that my depression has struck (will so even harder near Yuletide/Christmas) so hard right now...but I am still regaining and hard-core stuck on staying focused.
Then now, I have another "nice" hard blow to the emotional cranium. My father has taken ill and has extremely slowed down by physicality aspects. Parts of me has this extreme amounts of anger and terror right now that is desperate wanting to do any within my power. Knowing I have an older father and knowing that there are complications due to his past cancer prognosis (which has cleared), hearing loss, knee issues, etc (one can go on, and so does he for that matter...doesn't "slow" him down persay)...you almost find yourself asking, "What else is going to be laid upon not only my lap but my freaking head?" I'm asking myself this almost everyday now...and it pains me. I completely hate asking myself this question. I am trying to convince my mother to allow me to fly in for the Holidays to see them...I am constantly haunted seeing my father not being around next year, folks...and it terrifys me to no end. It completely breaks my heart and I am desperate and grasping at any ends to find a way to "fix things".
So that's life within itself right now...maybe things will smooth out and I won't become this uncontrollable mess of emotions, or perhaps I will.
Well, let's see how this story begins...I am on the phone with Angie (yes, she's a bit partial to this because she semi-experienced this with me haha), and I am on 65 South in Indianapolis. Cruising through, yacking away...suddenly I look up and there is a State Trooper on his motorcycle with a radar pointed dead straight at my vehicle and then he waves me down. Angie was asking what was wrong because of my dead silence. "*&$#!...it was a cop..." before I could finish, Angie replies, "Call me back when you're done." LOL
So prove so be it, before you my readers...my ticket (image below). A whopping $150.00 speeding ticket...and how so and why? Well, dear reader, I was just off in my own world, yacking with my friend (Angie) and suddenly yeah, life tends to slam the breaks on you, slap you across the back of the head and go, "Well DUH!"
I could possibly quite say that this is Karmatic for me due to having to do WAY over the speed limitations for years. This is actually and truly my first ticket in 7 years...that's right...7 years!
Ah well, things are good now, I found myself a most excellent position at a company called First Advantage. This company provisions assistance to all employers, especially of the Federal Government (which that will be my section - in Quality Control) for extensive background checks. I will be conducting the follow-ups upon all documentation (after the screeners obtain all the needed information), make sure all the information is precise and correct. The most lovely thing about this, I have my own phone line, own desk area due to our section, and be able to listen to music all freaking damn day if I wish to. The only time I'll be on the phone is to speak with the Manager, and verifying any information that may of possibly have been left...PLUS, the job is only 10 minutes away. I am highly excited over this!
That's about it, folks...I have decided to create a folder in my images section for my photography (incorporated with Photoshop effects) for further things to do (plus keep me from speeding down 65 South and any other place, and out of trouble PERIOD lol).
Till Next Time & Blessings,
♠PURGATORI♠
***♠PURGATORI♠'s misadventure via 65 South Indy***
A Pagan died and, much to her surprise, found herself at the Pearly Gates facing St. Peter. He walked up to her and said, "Hello, and welcome."
She stared at St. Peter in complete confusion. "Wait a minute," she said. "I was supposed to end up in the Summerlands."
He smiled. "Ah, you must be one of our Pagan sisters. Follow me, please."
Peter gestured for her to follow him down a small path which went through the gates and down a bit to the left. They walked for a short while, then he stepped back and gestured her forward. Looking past his hand, she saw the verdant fields and forests of her desired Summerlands. She saw people feasting, dancing, and making merry, exactly as she expected. While shaking her head in wonder, the Pagan happened to glance over to one side and saw a small group of people a short way away from the edge of the Summerlands. The people in the group were watching the revelers, but not joining them. Instead, they were screaming and weeping piteously.
The Pagan looked at St. Peter. "Who are those people?"
St. Peter replied, "Them? They're fundamentalists. They're a bit surprised to see you all there, so they stand there and carry on like that all day."
"Why? Don't they have better things to do?"
Peter leaned conspiratorially toward her. "They don't really have a choice. They're actually in Hell. God doesn't like being told what He thinks."
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